Monday, October 25, 2010

List Hutang

 sementara cuti sakit mata ni..jangan malas2 jugak la...
1)lipat kain setambun
2)masak sup ayam nabil..lama dah tak masak sup ayam
3)gi car wash..kete dah kulat luo dalam
4)sort out wornout clothes of the babies..dan baju2 abah mami jugak..buat semak wardrobe je
5)errr........makan ayam penyet..........???? dominos ke...???

Cuti lagi

saya cuti sakit mate lagik........jgnkn nak online, nak on tv pun tak lalu...view tak chantek sebab mata tembel sebelah


ps: i lap u kids...tenkiu teman mami kat umah sementara mami melayan konjunktivitis yang mami dapat dari uollss ni.....

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Luahan

Sejak masuk anak 2 ni, mudah sgt terasa letihnya...handle 2 budak kecik bawah 2.7 tahun..tu pun abang nabil kira dah pandai bawak diri dan sang suami ringan tulang jugak bantu itu ini..pun terasa ralat di hati sebab tak kesempatan conquere menghandle segala perkara dalam rumah especially bab anak2..kadang terdetik kat hati..kalau duk dekat ngan mak ayah kan senang..agak2 weekend je kalau nak lapang sekejap, boleh pi lepak kat rumah mak..*ye, rata2 kawan2 saya sebegitu...weekend zaasss pergi umah mak/mak mertua maybe sebab ada orang lain boleh tengok2 kan sekejap anak...in fact ada yg boleh tinggalkan sekejap anak dgn parents sementara pergi round2 dgn spouse..ini subjektif, sesetengah kata tak apa, sesetengah kata, eh, senangla dia umah mak ayah dekat bebila je boleh letak anak dan ambik angin sekejap..ini subjektif, pilihan masing2 dan beri tanggapan macamana sekalipun juga adalah subjektif..saya hanya bercakap perihal diri saya yang berjauhan dari family..tiada parents berhampiran. ..tiada in laws berhampiran...tiada siblings juga berhampiran..tiada...jadi saya tiada pilihan selain tag anak ke mana saja saya pergi kecuali ke tempat kerja la tidak kira mereka sihat atau sedang sakit......oh, tidak, tak baik pulak rasanye terniat sebegitu..diorang kan anak2 saya, letih penat duka lara menjaga etc sebolehnya biarlah hanya saya dan suami saya yang rasa...pun begitu, kalau setiap cuti sekolah saya pastinya akan most of the time spend kat rumah mak saya di kampung..a) sebab saya HANYA BALIK KG SEWAKTU CUTI SEKOLAH ... b) SEBAB HANYA WAKTU CUTI SEKOLAH SAJA PARENTS SAYA DAPAT JUMPA CUCU CUCU MEREKA NI...  c) sebab saya rasa selamat gila kalau saya dan anak2 berada bersama orang tua saya...(bukan saya kata kami tak selamat berada di rumah sendiri tapi hidup di perantauan walaupun dalam malaysia negara sendiri...sekeliling masih rasa asing bagi saya...u know what i mean..)
Huh lega sikit rasanya dapat luah...walaupun tak 100%..anak2 dah lena dan saya nak menyusul..sekian.

ps: saya pastinya rasa DOWN kalau anak2 sedang sakit...

Blog Lagi 1

Rindulah pulak kat dia ni...lama tak jenguk ..jadi blog review kesudahnya...tak berapa lapang sekarang...nak online, anak nangeh, asal on pc je, anak beyak, asal duk tercangak depan lappy je, abang nabil nak nasik...takpe, anak dulu ye...

2 menu yg tak dan dan nak buat lagi

sementelah sibuk berkecimpung dgn pesakit pesakit mata lately...termasuk dirik sendirik..mummy lum sempat2 nak test drive ini menu...terliur sangat kat kedai melambak boleh order / beli tapi nak jugak test sendiri ..

a) kek gula hangus versi kukus

10 biji telor
1 tin susu F&N
2 cawan tepung gandum
2 cawan gula pasir
2 cawan air
2 sudu besar buttercup
2 sudu kecil soda bikarbonat


Masak gula hingga berwarna perang kehitaman.kemudian matikan api.masukkan air,kacau sehingga gula hilang ketulannya.Di dlm bekas lain,pecahkan telor sebiji demi sebiji kacau dgn menggunakan senduk.kemudian masukkan butter,kacau,susu,kacau,tepung dan soda,kacau dan gula perang.Kacau sebati.tapis adunan ke dlm bekas yg disapu butter.kukus adunan selama 1 jam 10 minit.

b) lai chee kang

bahan2: 
kurma merah
biji teratai
kembang semangkuk
cendawan putih
halwa kundur
gula batu coklat
bijik selasih


Sekeluarga Konjunktivitis.......

Last week adik iyad warded kpj..sakit mata..wah,sakit mata pun warded ke dik??yela, mata gelembung cam nangka, mana tak gelabah mak paknya..dahle baby kecik..

Tak tau la mana dia dapat virus tu, nama pun duk nursery, nursery kata iyad bawak virus dari luor, yang makpak iyad pulak dukrase mcm iyad dapat dari nursery pasai tokey ada terlepas ckp ada budak sakit mata tapi parent tetap anta anak ke nursery...mcm2 hal la..
ps:  kami jarang meronda town/mall dgn babies ya...

so balik cerita iyad kena tahan kpj, doc takde bg oral medication pun, cuma ubat titis...selepas 3 hari di kpj, balik rumah, sambung treatment titis air ubat di rumah, mummy pulak sambung syndrom mata merah dan kembung..oh ..tak lupa, sebelum tu abah iyad dah merah 2 bijik  mata ngalahkan ponti pun ada..cuma tak spesies kembung mata mcm iyad dgn mak iyad...
 yang jadi tukang redha, mak iyadla tak habis 2 cuti rehat, mc.. mc lagi...dah anak beranak jangkit

sekarang ni, abang nabil pulak jangkit dah...mak iyad belum pun ok mata nya lagi, daaah abang nabil pulak menderita sakit mata...ubat bla bla bla, sekarang tengah peak dianye discharge kuar dari mata..sian tengok..tapi dia tetap nabil yang ligat..alhamdulillah

huhu, ujian ujian,semoga dibersihkan kami dari segala dosa dan perkara yang melaghakan amin.

ps:anak2 tetap aktip mcm selalu..walaupun bermata merah...........

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

ramblings..

Once i first see those 2 little lines on the DIY pregnancy test ( it was in a clinic though)...back in 2007, my mind tried to absorb the act that i m going to be a mother...a mother! whether this was planned or a surprise( it was a huuuuge surprise back then), i knew that i was in for a big change..
having a child does change my life regardless somehow here and there, and  of what anyone with experienced preaches or says. honestly no matter how much i tried to prepare for it, (and i was prepared) i don't think i can fully comprehend and expect anything as planned until the baby is there...I REALIZED that once having a child meant more planning less spontaneity.. no more happening outside dinner anywhere it might be, no more perfect sleep, no more perfect hairdo and make up, no more time to myself..at least not much..everything s devoted for the baby...

regardless of those complaints...i DO REALIZED that  there s nothing sweeter than holding the baby in my arms..and the most intoxicating moment especially at midnite in those quiet moment when all you can hear is his little breath..i remember myself changed to be very protective..i remember i started to have this feeling that it s awsome when i knew that my child is dependent on me...

yes..my life does change once i have a child. i get to work on my patience. there are days that i get frustrated... . there are days I get more frustrated and even annoyed. there are days that being "needed" is a challenge. those are the days that i try to remember that this is a time in my life when i am developing my patience.

i m now a mum of 2 babies..i still missed my good night sleep, but that s okay,  i missed my single routine,but i don t give a damn to it.. i missed being a less-commitment person, but i never regret.. i can t help myself from being frustrated for not being able to be at home with the babies on my working saturdays...i can t help blaming myself for fetching them late from daycare, i regretted for not signed up at least a year off work...how i wish i could be a stay-at-home mother..





To Whom It May Concern

Do you know that:...
-You are my soul mate for life?
-You are irresistible to me?
-In times of trouble or stress,you never give up on me?
-Your love keeps me going?
-You are my big strong knight in shinning armor?
-I get a wonderful feeling just thinking about you?
-I fell like I could tell you anything?
-You make me fell like I ve never felt before?
-You bring out the Woman in me?
-I can be myself with you?
-I love you because you bring out the best in me?
-You mean the world to me?
and do you know that I want that TRANZ real baaaaaaaaaddd????sob sob sob
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